Monday...

Monday I return to work. This is bittersweet for me. I do enjoy my job, most days, and look forward to getting back to managing Auctori and continue the work that we started 3 years ago. There is a sweet satisfaction of being on the team that created this product and being the manager that continues to bring it to clients and progress it further. But that means I have to leave my new baby. She will be in great hands so I am grateful that I don't have that to worry about. But I am wrestling with those emotions of wanting to be home with my girls. I am fearing what is waiting for me at the office when I return and what has changed in the past 8 weeks. What will I need to catch up on, how will it be getting up in the morning and going to work after not getting much sleep the night before? Will I be able to get into a good routine? There a million things floating around in my head.

But for today...I will hold my baby and not think about Monday until Monday. :-)